Random thoughts

Oh… I’ve just realized how much responsibility I carry… and I’m scarred.. really scarred… I think i’ve lost my focused these days..

Yeah.. the first thing on my list now would be guitar syf.. I don’t think I have put in my best effort up to this day.. and it’s only 19 days to syf.. i don’t know how many ppl actually realise how shoart 19 days is.. and there are only practically 11 practices left.. arrgh! I really want to belive in everyone and belive that we’ll be alright.. but at the same time i can’t stop doubting.. do ppl really care? coz if they don’t it’s going to be real tough to gel everyone together.. and are they willing to just be fully committed for just these 19 days? I hope everyone is.. I know they say it’s the process that matters most.. Nonetheless I know how great the disappointment will be if we don’t get gold.. I’m glad that some ppl do share the anxiety and commitmet.. Will never make it without them..

Hm.. sadly or strangely.. i also start doubting myself.. am i doing the right thing? i hope i am.. God pls help us..

In the middle of common test right now… only bio paper and chem spa left though… the previous papers were ok i guess… except econs… haha.. and maybe gp… hope i can do well in gp coz i really like my essay topic… gp essays can be quite interesting sometimes… but somehow i feel the questions are getting harder…

played in hc talent time last saturday, without practice as usual.. haha.. but we got third, not bad…

oh a lvl result came out on friday… malay result also… finally dun have to take malay anymore… but it’s quite useful though… sort of learnt another language…

friday was fun… met lots of ppl… esp guit ppl… went ard to take picture…. guess i kinda miss the guit j3s… practices were so fun back then, not that it’s not so fun now…. but it’s just different i guess.. 

most ppl i met did well for As… scary… hope it won’t be so bad next year…

oh yeah march hols is coming. yey!