Random thoughts

am watching this drama thing, stories of love, in channel 5.. and find it quite interesting.. haha.. abt 3 best friends.. one is attached to a guy but afraid of marriage.. and the guy is actually cheating on her with one of the friends and the friend got pregnant..

oh and the other one has this guy going after her. haha.. oh the whole thing is just becoming so complicated now.

scary how simple things can get so complicated.

i dunno. i guess i don’t know much. i really don’t.

Right. The supposedly most important thing, promos, has come.. but yet i dun feel anything.. haha.. trying to do maths just now. but i realise how lousy i am at DE.. and that just turns me off.. and am going online instead.. haha.. why do i give up so easily? haiz.. i’m like so dead..

I dunno how people can feel so obligated to study.. I dunno.. studying never comes naturally for me.. haha.. i think the only reason why i study is so that i won’t get bad grades. and i never bother to do more than that.. haha.. this is sad but yea.. arrgh.. I hate this feeling of being obligated to do stuff..

wah so scary.. dunno what happen if until A’s next year i’m still like this.. go back indo.. haha.. not like it’s anything bad right?? rather than doing things i don’t enjoy.. but i’m afraid i’ll have to conform.. i just dun have the courage to get out of the system.. see how la..

yeps. e holiday is ending. and promo’s coming. so is open day. so is PW. die.

my laptop is back in the service centre.. and actually it’s quite a good thing. so i won’t waste my time going online and just staring at the computer screen. but still.. somehow i’ll find other ways to waste my time. like using someone else’s comp. well… at least i was doing maths before this.. until i decided that i should take "20 mins" break. but my break has last for 1 hr and 20 mins as of now. haha.

so yeah. wed went to school, did open day stuff. thursday whole day, chem lesson and bio o. fri bio spa then went out. shan’t talk abt it. today bio o agn.