Random thoughts

"Sometimes, you push yourself too hard for perfection — you cannot possibly be perfect (at least not all the time), so do yourself a favor and quit it! Shake loose of the expectations you have for yourself right now, and listen to others when they tell you everything is good. You add sunshine into the lives of most of the people you touch, why not focus on that wonderful fact for a while? Let go of the few missteps you make every once in a while — everyone else does."

got that from friendster horoscope.. haha.. dun really read them nowadays.. but yeah, maybe sometimes it might be quite true..

niwae, thanks for every one who wishes me today! haha..

hm… guess my birthday is over and it’s time for reflection.. haha.. this year’s been great.. really blessed with all the things i have.. felt that i’ve dissapointed myself and maybe other ppl one way or another, and could’ve done better in many things.. but yeah, just thankful to God for all the opportunities that i have.. and my friends, esp Dem2 and Xty.. for always being there.. even though i dun think i’m a caring friend at all.. haha..

and special mention to IP ppl.. haha.. if anyone ever read this.. the ice cream cake was just satisfying (for the lack of better words, my english not v pro). surely we dun get to eat HUGE oreo, cream and chocolate ice cream cake every day.. and the card! hahaha..

hm.. only 10 more minutes b4 e internet is gone.. haha.. poor scholar deprived of internet connection.. haha..

well.. life’s been really2 hectic nowadays.. this is the first time of the week that idun have to think abt other things and can actually post stuff here without worrying about what i need to do next…

ok actually still got things to do lah.. but.. let’s just assume that i have all the time in the world.. haha..

invest was great! loves HCIBS BC!!! hope our guests enjoyed their evening too.. but we have really great help this time.. hm.. we have a lot of ppl helping us all along actually.. hope the new ppl can really do good stuff.. and i’m sure they will..

tml college day and funtasia… the deco is sooooo nice.. haha.. must really take picture tml.. hm.. so i guess it is worth is to stay back in school until 915pm.. h i’ll be playing with the guitar ensemble for the first time in almost a year for college day tml.. quite nervous though.. haha.. realise that playing is much more difficult.. things are always easier said than done..

So sad.. string theory is finally over..
never realise how much i actually look forward to it until it’s over.. yesterday was so fast la.. at first it feels that it’s just another rehearsal.. but when we’re about to play the entertainer, i realise this is the real thing.. this is what we’ve been working so hard for.. and i’m glad that it turned out ok.. was very scared that things won’t work out, but guess last night was good.. sadly everyone just left right after the concert.. we didn’t even take a picture of the whole ensemble together.. well..

looking back, i’m very thanksful that i actually join guitar.. i noe a lot of ppl say it’s not a main cca, we’re v slack.. and lots of other things.. but i’ve learnt a lot of important lessons from it.. the most important thing i guess is that we have to believe in what we do.. and have faith in what we believe in..

the past few months have been real fun! especially the past one month or so.. all the practices, running up and down to get music stand from the cage, bringing chairs to the atrium, going to general office asking them to open classroom or turn on the lt light, going out to look for costumes (hahaha!), coming to school early to hang around the cage.. well, the guitar cage.. it seems v superficial to most ppl.. but i feel so glad that we have a cage.. even though it’s just a dark little corner below the staircase.. it is something that we all share and take ownership in.. i just feel that it’s something like a sanctuary in a sense.. when you’re so tired of school you can just go to te cage, grab a guitar and destress.. provided you have the key.. haha..

another sad thing is that the j2s will be leaving soon! oh no.. so sad, this s like the second time we are left behind.. but i think this time is worst.. haiz.. come and think of it, one of the things i enjoy the most is running from guitar cage to parade square for assembly.. may seem strange, but it’s true.. hahaha..