Random thoughts

hm.. i think i’m coming bck to my slack mood already.. dun feel lyk doing any of the maths or physics tutorial.. tml still got chem lesson some more. haiz.. but we have HOLIDAY on friday! yey!!!

niwae the new batch of bridging scholars have come to the hostel.. wow, feel so old lah.. so i’m like grand senior now… it’s very fun to get to know them.. esp the NJ ppl of course.. yea.. i just find it v fun to meet new people… today’s orientation was so fun.. they played wacko.. so funny.. it’s nice to see that all of them having fun.. i didn’t have any of these things we i first came to the hostel.. i always feel that first impression of something is v important… however, we should never judge someone or something just by the impression.. dunno why sometimes some people only talk to someone once, then they say that this person is not nice and all that.. hm.. maybe sometimes the first impression can be true, but at least we always have to give a seond chance rite… at least that’s what i think la… i dunno.. haha…

aniwae just did econs presentation today.. think i still look quite nervous, but v happy with my group though.. i think we all rock! haha.. only one more major assignment left, MI essay.. but assesment week coming.. next next week.. hm… worried abt maths.. AP, GP, Series, Summation, mathematical induction and all that… I always hate this part of maths, dun think i really get it until now.. The other module abt differentiation should be quite ok la.. just need to start practicing… i tend to make stoopid mistakes all the time…

yups2.. almost ten already, need to go down to office to check whether the uniform for the new scholars is there yet…….

have just read Tuesdays with Morrie… hm.. actually it’s not that exciting to read.. but i guess it’s really inspiring.. it makes you think about a lot of things in your life.. the ppl ard you, your families, your friends.. and more importantly it made me think abt what i really want in life.. what’s the purpose of living? haha.. sounds so philosophycal here.. but yeah.. what are the really important things in life? is it getting to a good uni, find a good job, get decent salary, live in a nice house.. yeah i think that’s all important.. but there must be more in life..

I think one’s life is not about oneself, but about the people ard him/her.. that is what matters.. I feel v weird saying this.. coz truthfully, i dun think i’m a person who cares much abt others ard me.. but i guess i shall try to be more aware of other ppl now..

oh and another thing i lyk from Tuesdays with Morrie is this line:

" What is wrong with being number two?"

well.. i personally dun really lyk competition.. and dun think life is abt winning and being the first in everything.. what is more important is to always try your best.. and how much effort you put in in doing that.. As in.. dun think we should compare ouselves with anyone.. just set a goal, try your best to achieve it and at the end of the day you’ll be satisfied because you’ve accomplished your own goal.. it’s more satisfiying to do what you really want rather than doing things just because everyone else is doing it and you’ll lose out if you don’t. once agn this is such an irony to me.. coz until now i still find me trying to compare myself with every other person i meet.. hahaha..

haha.. td malem kita bergila2.. Demmi n Kristy sekitar jam 12 gitu dateng k kamar n meng-abuse Pooh gw!!! kan dah malem n mau tidur, eh mreka malah nggangguin! padahal si Pooh kan g ada salah apa2.. hahaha….

have been coming back early from school this few days.. dn hv cca coz the j1s are having their promos soon.. well.. yea dun feel lyk writing.. tml got maths test.. muz go n practice.. haha…

hm… have been in study mood in this past few days.. which i feel is v good.. coz this mood v seldom comes to me… can’t believe i did my maths homework! haha…

alone in the tv lounge now.. demmi n kristy is out, my rummates are in e room i guess.. so here i am talking to myself.

got lots of things going through my mind… from funny things lyk should i go out alone and buy sandals.. to not-so-funny things lyk where do i want to go after A lvl… it’s true that it’s still quite far, but need to start thinkin now… better than too late… but aniwae, quite sure i’ll end up somewhere not v far from clementi (NUS) hahaha…. dunno lah.. see how… going europe will be fun, but only those v good ones can get scholarship.. somehow US doesn’t really appeal to me, even though lots of ppl say the experience you’ll get there is really2 good..

oh aniway, i noe one thing that i want to do.. i want to travel ard the world!!! haha.. the world is such an amazing place. got so many things, so many culture, so many people, so many road, so many lakes, and so on… it’s v interesting just to see everything… and experience different things… i’ve got this Google Earth.. a software that can show you satelite images from anywhere in the world.. some countries lyk singapore, the picture is v clear, i can even see NJ and the hostel.. but for most other places you can’t really see all the places… still, it’s v fun!!! when i’ve just downloaded it i spent lyk hours going from one place to another… It’s really really cool! feels lyk you are in this aircraft, viewing the world from above.. and you feel you can just go anywhere you want to go n less than 3 seconds..

oh no! only 2 days left of the holiday… weekends not counted… hahaha… baru aja bikin karangan malay.. masi ada satu lagi… still got maths to do… and Doll’s House essay!!!

stayed out with parents last weekend.. got to eat nice food, haha..

hm.. actually there’s nothing much to write about.. dun fee lyk doing anything now… got cluster outing later.. so fun! goin to watch movie i guess..  i haven’t watched anything for a few months already…